Succubi, Vicious and Not - by Sara Jane (an FAQ)

One of the missions to which I was assigned when we first got on line was to dispel a lot of the nonsense and misinformation that abounds about we succubi and incubi. I had found a forum dealing with the subject and at first was made to feel quite welcome there, but things went badly and I left. In leaving I promised the person who administered the board that I wouldn't bad-mouth them and I won't. The person is doing their best to shed light on a very old mystery but our views differ quite radically.

In having established ourselves here at blogger I needed to get back to work on the subject. For now the best format, I feel, would be a sort of FAQ, and without any further ado, here we go:

1. I really am a succubus I have been one since the year 1382.

2. For centuries, I was vicious and predatory Naturally, anyone reading that statement is going to want to know why. This is the nutshell version: I grew up in the Belgian town of Louvain, and according to my father I was born in 1371 and died of cholera in 1382. I don't remember dying. I was raised as a "true daughter of the Church," and if you know anything about the Church in that era, they were always after girls to keep their chastity, and generally there was a miserable atmosphere about sexuality generally. After I died I did what anyone recently dead usually does, I wandered about my surroundings, where I grew up and all, trying to adjust to the fact that no-one could sense my presence beyond small animals like rabbits. Eventally I wandered into the home of the priest who'd laid me to rest, only to find him busily violating the chastity of a girl wjo was a few years older than me. Subsequent visits to the dwellings of anyone "religious" found them equally disregarding what they so vehemently denounced from the pulpit. This was a shock of the first magnitude. When you grow up and live in an environment where anything that has to do with sexuality is surrounded by an overwhelming fear of going to Hell - unless, of course, you were married - and at the same time, within that environment always saw animals doing what we were forbidden, and THEN see the local priest acting just like a pig that you may have seen copulating a few days before, well...my first reaction was a wish to get even. This is not easy for someone who cannot be seen or heard. However, as I went from place to place, I found the occasional person who could sense me in some fashion. Sometimes this was little more than an awareness of my presence; others could see, hear and feel me. It was inevitable that I would find monks and priests, and later on, nuns, who were aware of me. I would indulge myself with them, then usually leave them with the sensation of burning coals on their genitals. At first it was fun, but then it became a habit, a habit that I wanted desparately to break. It took centuries and the aid of an angel.

Most vicious succubi and incubi can tell similar tales.

3. Not all of us are "evil" In non-Western cultures, we are looked upon as gifts from the deities or ancestors - depends upon the culture.

4. Most succubi and incubi are of human origin Despite what armchair occultists say, most of us are not demons or evil spirits. However, there are demons and evil spirits that like to have sex with flesh-and-blood humans. Among their own, these beings are viewed the way flesh-and-blood human beings view necrophiliacs and zoophiliacs. They are statistically rare.

5. Lilith is a rabbinic fabrication Unfortunately, when enough people believe the same idea, the idea begins to take on a reality. There is a Lilith - but only in the minds of those who believe in her. Of those, most of them believe in fear.

6. Damn right I like sex Let's get one thing straight, I am not a pedophile's dream, an invisible horny eleven-year-old girl. The process of physically maturing is peculiar to flesh-and-blood beings, because they are born and die. I am told that when I am relaxed I look like a 35 year old woman. I can assume other shapes and forms - fat, slender, old, young - but I have no longer any reason to do that. And just because I am in a different plane or dimension, I am still human and have a sex drive. A very strong one.

7. I am being channeled by a channeler If you're wondering how it is that a non-solid being like myself is using a computer keyboard. My guy relaxes, especially his arms and hands, and goes into a light trance state. I find the neural pathways that include language cognition, the ability to write, and those connected to using his hands on the keyboard. Neurophilosophers take note: language-cognition is not in anyone "place" in the brain, it is scattered throughout the cerebrum and a portion of the cerebellum. Kind of like how Microsoft keeps files; in actuality they are a layer of integers spread over the whole disc, they are not in one "place" on that disc; it's a convenient fiction for MS users.

I am going to have to stop for now, but there will be more. God be with you!